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northhills: Go - Delilah whispering your name,tie me up in...

Sun, 19 May 2013 22:33:51 -0400

northhills:

Go - Delilah

whispering your name,
tie me up in chains,
no one puts it down like me.

118/365

The person who has captured your heart or the one who is to hold it in the future surely is lucky beyond belief. With an immense sense of gratitude for your kind, warm and encouraging words; I would just like to say hello and I hope you have had a great day thus far.

Sun, 19 May 2013 22:30:22 -0400

Yah.. I wish they felt the same way you did. Your words are beautiful. You definitely made it better

It’s a funny thing about love. It has to be real. You say so much when your mad and I guess for the...

Sat, 18 May 2013 23:11:00 -0400

It’s a funny thing about love. It has to be real. You say so much when your mad and I guess for the first time I actually decided to take your advice. You told me that the way I thought didn’t work for you and the way I helped you just made you feel like shit.. So fuckin stop. I told you to figure out if this what you wanted and you assured me that you weren’t sure if I was what you wanted anymore. So I said okay. Okay you got what you wanted. It’s extremely clear I am not what you want so why the fuck stick around?? Why spend my time tryin to convince you that I can care better, act different, BE different. You say you loved me so fuckin much when for a second did I ever play the Fuckin victim?? NEVER. I have never done that, and that’s why I kept my mouth shut! You think it’s about bc I couldn’t come Over! That’s what children think! You woulda known if you would have cared enough!! You were so worried about your little tannin job, and hangin out with your friends to notice your relationship was going to shit!!! You were my fuckin best friend! I have never for a second not twice about showin you how much I cared, you think it’s about seeing you. I knew from the beginning that shot wouldn’t have worked but I just wanted to see how you would fix it. You didn’t. An you didnt, you didnt try you said “im sorry, ill try and do this do that” teenage love has hurdles to get over, we should not have. if i wanted someone something LOVE, i get it. Since you got home I have watched you fill up your “tweets”, your all in pics on Instagram, living the life. The way you act with people and talk to them I wouldn’t know if you were being really real with them or you just knew how to act really well bc you say the same shit to me! You say I talk to my friends better than you well welcome to the club! You can say fuck you all you want to but I sacrificed friendships, relationships, my life to make a relationship with you.! We will NEVER see eye to eye on this because you think your a saint, you think you are perfect. And that’s fine.. I have never repeated myself as much as I did with you! Stop the bullshit, stop the lies! Stop the crying! And actually do something meaningful! If you thought I was coming up on Friday and you were so worried why didn’t you meet me there?? Why didn’t you show up! You wanna know why I’m so mad?! Because I’ve fought harder on bullshit than you have for this relationship. I have gone back 2 1/2 years of my life to be on the same page as you. And I’m past it. That’s what you can’t seem to get out of. It mind fucks me the way I look back on things because you legit used to Compare me to your ex and I was okay with it. I just let it be just to make sure you were okay. There were so many nights I cried FOR YOU, held you, fought for you. But it didn’t matter, and you want to tell me that what we have now is what’s so important and that you loved me soo much!! That you cared so much? Well me and you must have 2 different types of love too. I’m sick of being told that I’m not supposed to Hurt and just to hold you when you cry. You notice alot when someone really strong just gets really quiet.. They finally start to hurt themselves. I would love more than anything to have the girl of my dreams back, but as far as I’m concerned she left a long time ago and her sinful ego just played as her substitute. So say what you want but you and I want different things I want something REAL and you want something fairytale but somehow you seem to play the princess and the vilen all at the same time.. You haven’t changed, and it’s been proven more and more. I’ve just waited to see if you could see if for yourself that I was truly losing the love of my life. You think everything is the same, and THAT’S where it went wrong. Have a great summer, I’m sure you’ll do what any girl like you would. Let me know how it goes, and if you run into any one that looks familiar, well, best of luck. You say you loved me… Well I loved the hell outta you. But what’s love when you didn’t like the love I gave for you. I just wanted for you to give me something real.. That’s what you didn’t seem to get so I acted my age and I guess the way you put it is “gave up”.

Not stupid at all. If I had an almost non-existent affect, one as light as a feather's touch on your day for the better; it has been an absolute pleasure.

Sat, 18 May 2013 20:36:42 -0400

I wish I knew who you were so that we could talk even more.. You seem so amazing.i bet you didn’t know you would make such an impact huh? I hope you hear that everyday..

Once I build up the courage, I'm sure you will.

Sat, 18 May 2013 18:14:44 -0400

I’m sure your lovely and beautiful at that.. I know this is stupid but you’ve really made me feel nice.

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Sat, 18 May 2013 17:12:40 -0400

these-times-will-pass:

Love quotes? you will love this blog!

Never underestimate your inner strength cause all tough times pale in comparison. Best of luck with everything!!! Oh and I take back the fact that I called you pretty; cause you're actually gorgeous.

Sat, 18 May 2013 17:07:12 -0400

Thank you!! Maybe I’ll be able to see what you look like one day too

I love your blog, it's insightful and serene. Oh and you're pretty, just wanted to add that.

Sat, 18 May 2013 15:07:48 -0400

Thank you so much. I’ve been going through alot lately so that really means alot. I’m sure yours is beautiful as well.. Thanks for the chat.. Feel free to talk whenever, I would like it

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Sat, 18 May 2013 03:31:06 -0400

At this point it wouldn’t matter if it was day or night I’m still as hallow and restless as I was then. Time doesn’t matter, lets hope one day it will again .

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Sat, 18 May 2013 01:18:23 -0400

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Sat, 18 May 2013 00:39:14 -0400

I just don't want to find myself wasting my time on someone again.

Sat, 18 May 2013 00:38:52 -0400

commovente: what i want is to be touched gently, softly. delicately. quiet words. quiet...

Fri, 17 May 2013 22:36:33 -0400

commovente:

what i want is to be touched gently, softly. delicately. quiet words. quiet reminiscing. whispers. little laughter. i don’t want to be fucked. i want to be held. there is too much here. there are land mines all over me. it’s so easy for me to feel betrayed by rough hands.

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Fri, 17 May 2013 01:00:18 -0400

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